I need a place to vent...

So why not blog, right?

So Meg has her spring gala coming up in 2 weeks. She is so not a dancer - couldn't care less about it. She suffers through the practices and I suffer watching her knowing this is not fun for her. But I want to follow through with it and have her in the performance at the end. She's the only one in her class to be held back a year. Yes, it's true. She failed dance. I don't know how that is - she is SO smart and her gross motor skills are not lacking. But she does not have an attention span AT ALL. She's all over the place. I really think she is ADD or ADHD, but our pediatrician blew us off and said it's probabaly immaturity. Whatever. I have a gut feeling - something is not right. But I'll wait until the fall to see how she does in Pre-K.

So for the summer, I'm signing her up for gymnastics. We'll see how she does. I'm a nervous wreck - I want her to LIKE it. She can be awful, but I want her to like what she does. Right now, TV and computer are the things she really likes. Ugh. It doesn't help the that neighbors child is timid and therefore has incredible focus for fear of getting yelled at. I'm so glad they will not be in the same schools...I couldn't handle that. The parents drive me nuts as it is - could you imagine 9 years with them in school??? Kill me now!!

Emi on the other hand has started walking and is a cutie. Not much to say about her at this point - she toddles around and climbs on tables and things causing her sister to tattle and scream. She is a cutie though - love her smiles!!! 2 molars through and 1 more close. She's cutting all her teeth at once it seems...and I can't wait until it's done!! I hate teething.

I guess that's all for now. I'm just down about Meg. I want her to do well, and it's hard to see her not be able to focus and all over the place. It breaks my heart and I don't know what to do.